.Friday, July 25, 2008 ' 9:54 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
A DAE TAT WAS UNSPOKEABLE...
ITS NT UR FAULT TAT I AVOID U...
ITS ACTUALLY MY FAULT TAT I STARTED IT...
I M SORIE IF I TREAT U TIX WAY...
I DUN WAN 2 B IN TIX SITUATION WHERE
I WAS STUCK IN E MIDDLE OF CONFUSION...
I DUN NOE WHICH 2 TAKE...
?????
N WHICH 1 2 DECIDE...
????
I DUN WAN 2 MAKE A WRONG MOVE HERE...
IF U CAN TOK 2 ME PERSONALLY FROM UR OWN MOUTH
I CAN EXCEPT IT N NOE WHICH 1 WAS TRUE...
I WISH TAT I CAN NOE E REASON & CAN END IT FASTER
B4 I MAKE A WRONG MOVE N REGRET IT
4 E REST OF MY LIFE DOWN HERE...
U MAKE MY HEART MELT U NOE TAT...
U MAKE ME ALWAYS WONDERING N TINK OF THNG TAT I SHD NT...
I NOE IN MY WHOLE LIFE OF 17 YEARS I NV HAD ANY GUYS N IF HAV I REJECTED IT...
I CANT DENIED LAST TIME I GT ADMIRED SOME1 4 ALMOST 4 YEARS ++...
I DUN WANNA SAY ANYTHNG I JUS KEEP IT 2 MYSELF...
BOTH OF US NOE ABT IT BUT WE JUS DUN WANNA SAY ABT IT...
ITS NT E RIGHT TIME...
BUT TIX WAS JUS LIKE "PUPPY LUVZ"...
ITS ALR PAST...
BT NOW IT WAS DIFF...
I REALISED TAT I HAV FIND A TRUE PERSON N NOE
WAT IS E MEANING OF LIFE ARE BT NT ALL....
I OSO CANT DENIED TAT U R E 1ST 1 TAT MAKE ME FINDING OFF...
2 ALMOST ENTER A WORLD TAT WAS "LUVZ"
BT I DUN WAN...
I HAV MAKE A PROMISE TAT I LL NT FALL IN LUVZ UNTIL I AT MY RIGHT AGE!!!...
BT C NOW WAT HAPPEN...???
ACTUALLY I M A TYPE TAT HAD A HEART OF STONE!!!A WALL TAT I BUILD 4 SO MANY YEARS...TAT WAS STRONG...
BUT I TINK E WALL TAT I BUILD WAS STILL NT STRONG ENUF TATS Y U CAN DAMAGE IT N BREAK IT...
BT U DIDNT BREAK IT ALL...MOSTLY U DAMAGE IT...
N NOW I NEED 2 REPAIR IT AGAIN...
I WUN BLAME U....
"SORIE, U CAN PUT E BLAME ON ME"
I HOPE WATEVER I HEARD FRM PPL WUN CUM TRUTH...
I WAN 2 HEAR IT TRUELLY FRM UR OWN MOUTH IF POSSIBLE U CAN DO IT...
OR MOST 2 MOST I C IT W MY OWN EYES...
seriously speaking i dun hav any "x" or even stead w any1...
u r e 1st 1...
i noe we r avoidin each other...
i really dun wan tix way...
i wanna tok 2 u n c ur smile everydae...
sorie if i make a sudden changes...
i dun mean it i jus dun wan 2 break ur relationship
so i take e risk n keep quiet until u tell me e truth or i c by my own eyes...
SHALL END HERE!!!
T.C. PPL
LUVZ BeELa!!
